Per OP: s redigering till sitt eget svar är detta Uthållighet av bgd_thrifty, som ursprungligen publicerades på Ao3.
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Harry blir gravid.
“You… what?” Harry doesn’t reply, just watches Draco’s wand hand carefully. He knows how quick on the draw a Malfoy can be when enraged. But Draco seems to be folding in on himself.
“Is that mine?” he asks, waving vaguely at Harry’s stomach as the anger drains from his figure. Harry is tired of being a fucking wet blanket.
“No. It’s mine.” Harry doesn’t care that he sounds childish, that anyone sensible would tell him that he’d been the one that wanted Draco here. Now that Harry can see Draco’s pinched, pale features, he wonders what the hell had managed to make them stick together for so long.
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Barnet är kolikigt och obehagligt. Harry medger att han ansåg att han dödade det
“He’s so quiet,” Harry whispers. He doesn’t want to disturb the baby’s slumber. James is also much bigger than the last time Harry saw him, and Harry’s arms raise to take him before realising that he can’t do that anymore. Mustn’t.
“He had colic. He wasn’t crying because of you. Sometimes babies just –” No. Harry can’t listen to this again. They’ve said this so many times, but he can’t believe it to be true.
“I tried to kill him.” Harry is frank. He wants this danger out of his house before something bad happens. He can’t be trusted around this vulnerable infant, even with Draco here to protect James.
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